Real Men and Real Women
Monday, June 21, 2010 at 1:00AM Firstly, I want to thank all of you who offered me your blood. Users sohn and v'''v-Michael-v'''v, THOMAS H and Mert, maybe there were others too. Y'all are just the nicest! But I think maybe, for a little while, I need to hold off on feedin' from humans. Last time, well, it didn't go so well...I keep askin' myself why couldn't I have gone after Hoyt's mama again instead of that man? He was a real man, too, not like Hoyt's a man, but like my daddy was a man. Mean and strong. Just don't tell Hoyt I said any of that, okay? Oh Hoyt, he's so good, you know? He's cute and thoughtful and sweeter'n most boys in these parts. He must have a screw loose though, because he thinks we can face this world together. I got news for you, Hoyt, we are living in two different universes. Yours is full of sunshine and your mama and food and bodily functions and mine is just darkness. Nothin' else. We're like Jack and Rose. I'm sinkin' to the bottom of the ocean and you gotta get on one of those life boats with all the people with funny accents that are starting to turn purple.
On the upswing, I took some of the advice y'all posted and went to some older vampires for words of wisdom. And now I think I have a new crush! Not a crush-crush, like on a boy, but a friend-crush. Or a big-sister-crush, if you wanna call it that. Pam, over at Fangtasia, is so rad! Now she's a woman, like a real woman. Not like my mama was a woman, but like Madonna's a woman. Or Susan Lucci. And she knows EVERYTHING there is to know about bein' a vampire! So if any of you babies out there have a question you need answered, just post them in the comments section. If I can't answer and no one else here can neither, I can just ask Pam!
Okay, well, I have to go deal with a little "problem" I got here. So wish me luck. And thanks for all the support, it means a lot to me.
Reader Comments (518)
Jessica your awesome keep posting stuff I enjoy reading it. Pam sounds awesome but I don't have a question so I'll just end this post.
oh jess, Im so glad to hear you found a friend in pam, I bet she can teach ya a thing or two...
good luck girl...hang in there...
and I think you should give hoyt another shot...
Good luck with the body!!!
I hope Pam helps you out with your "problem" and any future ones you might have. Seems to me like she could be your substitute maker since yours isn't around or helpful. Hopefully things start looking up for you. I have a feeling you'll master being a vampire soon enough.
I'm so glad to hear that you talked to Pam and she actually gave you some heplful advice.
Keep staying strong Jessica and I'm sure everything will come together in a posivtive light! :D
Good luck with everything Jessica! I'm sure you'll figure out what to do with the body...as gross as it is :(
And stick with Pam! She'll help you out I'm sure!
Like Sookie said, go easy on Hoyt. It's tough to be in a relationship with a human I'm sure, but if any sentimental feelings are involved and you still like him, don't throw it away just yet!
Look at Sookie and Bill! They went through so much to be together! Even though that's not really working out so well at the moment either with him going missing an' all.....
I'm sure everything will fall into place soon. Good luck! And keep us posted!
Hang in there, Jessica! You are a beautiful young vampire and don't need to hide who, or what, you are. Pam sounds like a terrific woman, so stick by her side!
Why, I bet you'll have mastered all there is to being a new vampire in no time at all. Don't stress yourself hun! Mistakes will be made on the road to the discovery of the "new you," so just keep that chin up!
Jessica you are great. You may be a babyvamp but you have come along way and Pam can teach you alot. Just hang in there and you will do great.
P.S
Yuh know, you should really take a day to yourself and relax. Its not fare that you have to stress so much. I suggest browsing the internet. You should really look up Urban Decay cosmetics. The products are really awesome. Just put in on Bill's card XD What about playing the Wii, get your game on lol. I know Bill has one. Who knows you could enjoy it. Try and have some fun, and keep you mind positive.
Just hang in there Jessica...
Take the advice that you can and keep it well in your mind. Pam has been around the block a few times, so I'm sure she knows exactly what to do... And she learned from one of the best herself.
On the side note, don't keep Hoyt in the dark. That's a man worth keeping around.