I know the feeling Jess. Sometimes no matter how hard you try it's almost impossible to push past those negative feelings and emotions. I'm one to keep myself closed off when I'm upset. It's not good to do that but the best thing is to just push through each day. It can take a day, a week, a month maybe even a year but it's always possible to see the positive of things again.
Jess, we are all here for you girl. I know you are going through a rough patch, but you are strong and you'll make it through it. Just keep your head up and if you need to cry, let it out. We love you Jess.
Its a sad night when baby's got the blues.Honey,its time to sit down with Hoyt and have an heart to heart talk.You need to tell him exactly how you feel becouse if you keep bottleing your feelings up,you are going to explode one day and it won't be pretty.In order to make a relationship work,you have to be honest with yourself and Hoyt.You have to communicate.You have to have respect and,trust if you are going to make this work.Things always work out for the best in the long run.No matter what happens,remember that.(((((((Jessica))))))) big hugs
Did I just hear you say you'd try to drain yourself? That's crazy.What's life if there isn't a little stress involved? Of course... you're a vampire so you've got an unnatural amount of stress placed upon you, but you've got an amazing support system built up in your online friends. I think with our help, even though we may not understand the aspects of everything, you will be strong and pull through.Chin up, Jess!
Jessica it will be okay you just got to stick it out! When i am upset i love to watch movies because like a book it puts you into a new story and gets you mind off things! Maybe you should try that see how that works for you. Hoyt loves you and i know you love him too!
Don't worry Jess, You'll get through it! lots of people love you! When I'm sad or mad i listen to songs that go with my mood, or songs that make me feel better. or I laugh out loud, lol. I hope things go well for you.
Hugs and lots of love from a big fan! Lilith
I know how you feel.
cheer up jessica..hoyt loves you! he will understand you need um virety in your diet.lol chin up hon.it will all work out
You are feeling bad because you glamoured Hoyt into forgetting your argument. The feeling you are having now is because you can't glamour yourself to forget what happened. I think you should set Hoyt down and tell him the truth about EVERYTHING! The guy at Fangtasia, how you feel now, you glamouring him to forget, etc. He is human. he can't understand what it is like for us. If you want eternity with someone turn Hoyt or find another vampire to be with. You were barely just turned. You haven't begun to live any life yet. Go talk to your Maker about what's going on and if you have to go back and live with him and learn from him.
We love you, Jess ! Please take care of yourself. <3