The Stuff of Life
Sunday, August 21, 2011 at 10:05PM I kept a diary when I was human. I wrote silly little girl things in it, about the boys I had crushes on or the fights I could hear my parents having or what I wanted for my birthday. The stupid stuff that feels so big when you’re young. And I remember, I kept this list in it, I called it “MY STUFF.” Like a catalogue of all the things I owned. The mix tape my friend Stacy made me, with that Backstreet Boys song. My headband collection from Claire’s. The postcard my cousin sent me from New York City (she called it “The Big Apple” and said she’d never had pizza so good in her entire life). The Aerosmith CD with all the nipples on it, which I nicked from a garage sale and never told my parents about.
But now that I’m a vampire, and I’m gonna live forever, it’s weird to think about owning things. That STUFF would ever be mine. Possessions come and go. They’re found, lost, they deteriorate or lose their value. Even sentiments fade away eventually. Look at me and Hoyt. We used to be as real as anything on that list, and now, well, we’re just a dusty ol’ memory being stuffed in a box.
Reader Comments (197)
Change is not a bad thing. Sometimes it hurts but everyone gets over it, eventually.
jessica you are ment for jason!
i luv u Jess...hang in there...xoxo
you have Jason now you will be fine
You are so meant for Jason! He cares for you more than Hoyt ever did! Plus he's so much hotter and probably a millions times better in the sack (or a truck...)!
another mans trash is another mans treasure ... you and jason look great together
luv u Jess but MORE VIDEOS Less writey...I like seeing your pretty face...xo
Yup, New York City is called the Big Apple and has the best pizza ever.
Good luck with what ever happens. <3
Mama always said, "Don't piss off a redhead". lol. Dead or not, I guess they're gonna be feisty. lol
go back to hoyt!!! he is just such a sweet and great guy! JASON IS A WHORE!!!! youll just end up another notch on his belt like all his other hoes ... be CAREFUL.. i dont want you to get hurt :( love you and your role in true blood.