Like You Mean It

Sometimes, back when I was human, I used to pray. The real kind of praying. I had to fake it all the time when my parents were around, but when no one was looking, real late at night, I’d clasp my hands together, get down on my knees and squeeze my eyes shut as tight as I could. I’d think so hard it hurt most of the time. I don’t know if I really believed that god would hear me, or that maybe just the universe would catch wind of it. I wasn’t praying for me or for something I wanted, it was more about reaching people outside of my little life. Hoping that some missing kid I’d seen on the news would be found, or people coming home from war would be safe, that the deaf could hear and the blind could see again.

And even though I’m getting a little tired of having to save Jason with my blood, since it’s mixing up all our feelings, making it hard to tell what’s real and what’s the blood, I’m real glad I got to give him his sight back. Maybe my prayers are coming true, or maybe some things really do come full circle. Not sure what that says about god, about me, or about vampire blood, but I think it says something about the universe.

Comments

[Zupps]

You are AWESOME.... I <3 you! Plus I believe Jason does too. All things happen for a reason!!!!!

[Coral]

I think the prayers are working but Jessica MAURINE IS BACK!!!

[lev]

jessica you will always be there for jason

[Jil]

You're a good vampire, Jessica! Tell Bill and Sookie I say hello.

[Edwin]

Jessica your a great person that loves the people in yoru life. But remember one important fact. Jason only started to notice you and have feelings for you after he got your blood. And it is quite confussing

So before you do anything rash. Take a step back and relax. Be Jessica. Get your thoughts, feelings, and emotions under control. You just got out of a relationship. Why jump back into another one that's going to cause heart break for a lot of people.

[Lisa Cheli]

OMG! Only one more episode:(

[Shaking my head]

You have got to be fu*King kidding me

[nadiaA]

i think things do happen for a reason and you and jason have a chance thats why your blood is so pure it saves lives and gives others second chances.

[Lorrayne Northman]

jessica, i do not listen bill, he is a moron. Stay with Jason and not bother with the spineless hoyt.

[Ná]

You're the best baby vamp ever!