Sunday
Sep042011

Like You Mean It

Sometimes, back when I was human, I used to pray. The real kind of praying. I had to fake it all the time when my parents were around, but when no one was looking, real late at night, I’d clasp my hands together, get down on my knees and squeeze my eyes shut as tight as I could. I’d think so hard it hurt most of the time. I don’t know if I really believed that god would hear me, or that maybe just the universe would catch wind of it. I wasn’t praying for me or for something I wanted, it was more about reaching people outside of my little life. Hoping that some missing kid I’d seen on the news would be found, or people coming home from war would be safe, that the deaf could hear and the blind could see again.

And even though I’m getting a little tired of having to save Jason with my blood, since it’s mixing up all our feelings, making it hard to tell what’s real and what’s the blood, I’m real glad I got to give him his sight back. Maybe my prayers are coming true, or maybe some things really do come full circle. Not sure what that says about god, about me, or about vampire blood, but I think it says something about the universe.

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Reader Comments (168)

That is just strange a vampire that prays. What an imagination butl god loves you anyway even vampires and shifters and werepanthers and wolves and fairies.

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterBobby

Since when does the "universe" have any real power?? Ppl are always so quick to give the credit to the universe vs God....if u ask me, believing a God created this place is a lot more believable than believing the universe can answer your prayers.

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterVanessa Nicole

karma is a universal answer ,i think you are good at heart( and i believe that you have a soul our actions can either make it ripen or wither i see yours and Eric's ripening) . I think its both there are true feelings between the two of you and your blood intensifies those feelings. I'm so happy that you lead the blind to see that is some seriously powerful shit jess good for you !

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered Commenterpandora502

Hey, Jessica you are still young and trying new things. Jason is one of those new things. Pam could learn something from you and that is exploring new things and pursuing what is heart felt. Even though you are a vampire you are still part of the never ending circle of life and this is in a nut shell one of those expierences that makes you wiser or could make you dumber. Bill won't be there for you forever, and Jason will soon expire, as well as Hoyt. You are learning one new thing about being a vampire and that is things don't last forever and you will have to deal with that sooner or later. The urges that you are feeling are going to make you or break you.

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterNikolas Gonzalez

Jessica you will always be my baby! Come here girl, let me drink you....wink.

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterCharles Turner III

JESSICA
I M GLAD THERE IS A FEMALE VAMP, THAT IS SO KOOL,,, U TOP ALL THEM ! KEEP IT UP AND PLEASE STAY WITH US. I THINK U AND JASON 2GETHER ARE HOT !!!!

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterTracy Craun

I really like this post. You are good vampire but i Think that Hoyt is perfect for you and he really loves you so come back to him!

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterLily

You Are beyond all words awesome. YOU SHOULD PLAY IN OTHER BIG MOVIES YOUR SO GORGEOUS. :| I FREAKING LOVE YOOOOUUUUUU!!!!!!! <3

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterMiella del zotto

Some of it is the blood. But most of it is you and Jason. There feelings were already there. The blood just intensifies that feeling. Cut Jason a little slack, Hoyt is his best friend and he doesnt want to hurt him and he knows that being with you is going to hurt him. Especially since it has not been that long since the split. Put your self in Jason's shoes. You wouldnt want your best friend hooking up with the guy that you are still in love with. And if she did, it would hurt. Hoyt still loves you and love just doesnt go away in a few days. Its going to take some time. I wish you the best Jessica.

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterKatharine

Oi!
It's time for some tough love Jess. You know we sisters right?
Well you needs to know the truths about Jason.
He's nothin but bad news girlfriend .. lets go through the list together:
* He shot Taras bf in the head (you know the one from the insurance commercials)
* He got raped by a she-panther (multiple times)
* He went psycho at that young womanizer kid who was going to be the next Jason Stackhouse (hypocriticalist)

Bottomline.. youre better than that babyvamp ..
if ever u'z in Livo hit me UP! ;)

September 7, 2011 | Unregistered CommenterCath @ Livo Westfields
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